It was this month last year that i was having a difficult time. A difficult time, emotionally, as i was riding into the sunset the last dance of my past relationship.

Eleven months after, i could still remember how it unfolded. How badly i struggled then.

Until now, i am still afraid to be hurt of that kind. Afraid to lose someone. Afraid, that, through all of it, i will be left alone…and live alone. Everything i will do, will not matter to the other person.

Just today, i was thinking of it. I’m challenging myself to take courage…to be brave. Embrace it again.

“God grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, the courage to change the things i can…and the wisdom to know the difference.”

For the days ahead, grant me courage, Lord…for the things i can change.

5 Responses to “Courage”

  1. Aia
    18 December 2010 at 9:00 am #

    Is this a photo of you and her? A very beautiful capture! :)

    But what’s more beautiful is the desire of having the courage to change things that we can. May Our Good Lord grant you everything that you need, especially for the coming new year.

    Cheers!

  2. jhayz
    18 December 2010 at 11:53 am #

    Thanks! ;)
    Nope. Just random persons at the beach that time. :)

  3. jhayz
    18 December 2010 at 11:55 am #

    May Our Good Lord grant US everything that WE need.

    Cheers! :D

  4. ritz
    8 January 2011 at 10:30 pm #

    >.< Happy new year!

  5. jhayz
    10 January 2011 at 11:19 pm #

    Happy New Year too!